Sy x puas hati ngn korang~

i'm hurting inside and out.

why??

sbb my classmates jenis yg meminta-minta.

aihh,,

mesti korang ingt yg sy ni ad masalah besar.

x lah besar sngt tp,,

klu benda ni jd hari2,,

mesti korang rasa rimas n serabut n mcm2 lg lah.

ptg td ad klas tambahan sej.

so,,

klas sy g bilik ODT,,

masa tu sy x mkn lg,,

so,,

sy pun bawa sekali mknn sy masuk bilik ODT.

sdg sy asyik mmkn,,

kwn sy mintak.

klu dy mkn sikit xpe,,

ni, dy wat mknn sy tu mcm mknn dy.

byk jugaklah dy mkn.

n then,,

msuklah kwn sy sorang lg,,

dy pun minta jugak.

xknlah sy x nk bg.

i had to.

arghhhhhh,,,

sy cuma dpt mkn sikit je.

betapa lprnya sy selepas itu.

air sy pun habis kena kebas ngn kwn2 sy.

bknnya mahal pun keropok n air soya tu.

beli jelah.

yg korang kebas yg sy punya apa hal???

sy pun lapar gak.

barangsiapa yg selalu meminta2 tidak akan pernah rasa cukup.

pernah dgr ayat kat atas tu x?

tolong hentikan kelakuan anda meminta2 mknn sy blh x?

klu nk mintk tu boleh,, 

tp, berpada2lah sikit masa mkn tu.

n blh x jgn mintak hari2.

sy rasa mcm annoying sngt2 ble awk mintak.

sy fikir byk kali sblm putuskan utk mkn dlm kelas.

PLEASE, STOP ASKING FOR FOOD.

I'VE HAD IT ENOUGH.

Friends~

what will you feel if you are being left alone by your friends?

i've encountered this kind of problem quite some times.

i knew this girl since last year,,

we're now like friends,,

we talked about things that friends always talked about.

one day,,

one fine day,,

her friends didn't notice that they had left that girl alone.

they enjoyed themselves like they could care less about her,,

she stayed silent,,

n always under the bad weather,,

i asked her 'why you're always wore that sour face?'

she just smiled.

then,

she cried when her friends came to her.

she couldn't hold the pain anymore,,

so,,

she cried.

her friends asked me what had happened,,

n i told them everything.

it was just not fair for her because friendship meant everything to her.

then,,

they made up.

becoming BFF again.

moral of the story:
sometimes, we as human beings tend to make mistakes.
not just some mistakes,
but a lot of it.
we didn't notice that we did that unless someone else tell.
appreciate your friends and always make them happy.
friendship is valuable.
once we lost it, we're not going to experience the same one.

CHEMISTRY~

  Kimia~

my favorite subject after english.

aq dah set target aq untuk jd doktor.

x leh jd doktor pun x pe,,

as long as berkaitan ngn ubat n gaji yg banyak*materialistic

seriously, aq sngt bencikan kimia masa aq form 4.

setiap kali masa kimia,,

mesti aq rasa mcm nk lari je.

n then,

aq start pikir sape yg wat subjek ni.

aq rasa nk tumbuk2 je org tu.

skunk ni aq form 5,,

n guess what???

i really love kimia.

LOL

lps aq blajar kimia thn ni, aq dah tangkap cintan.

mungkin Allah nk tunjukkan kat aq yg kimia tu sbnrnya seronok.
CHEMISTRY IS FUN.

i really had fun studying CHEMISTRY.
ohh yeahh~

Beautiful Monster~

meet the one and only beautiful monster,,

Asiah Razali

she really is beautiful to be a monster.

just accept the fact that she is a monster.

secantik2 monster adlh sehodoh2 manusia.

that was what i said to her *i was just joking

then,,

she said that,,

kalau sy beautiful monster, awk ugly human.

ugly human

beautiful monster

any resemblance???

Be strong~

my friend,,

the one and only,,

that had gave me lots and lots of advice,,

is now being sad.

i don't know how to say this,,

but,,

be strong my friend.

i don't know how to comfort you,,

i don't know how to help you,,

i don't know how to let you forget him,,

but,,

the only thing i know is that,,

i'll always be with you.

we'll go through thick and thin together,,

although,,

you are kind of make me mad with your state like a person who lost will to live.

sy x sukalah tgk awk yg mcm mayat hidup.

x b'maya.

although, kesedihan awk x effect awk punya studies,

it still effect me, your friend.
x mo nangis2 lg.
ok?

Beauty~

tajuk hari ni,,

ad kaitan dgn what i've been through so,,

i was wondering,,

IS IT THAT IMPORTANT TO BE BEAUTIFUL TO MAKE A GUY LIKE YOU?

i admit that being beautiful is a must for the girls.

but,,

if you think that guys will fall head over heels for you just because you are beautiful,,

you are definitely wrong.

x semua yg cantik betul2 cantik.

kecantikan tu akan hilang dimamah masa.

beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

that's totally true.

even mat saleh minat org negro.

so, kalau korang tu cantik x semestinya yg org yg korang suka tu anggap kau cantik.

beauty is subjective.

x semestinya apa yg korang anggap cantik tu,,

cantik di mata orang ramai.

IN CONCLUSION , beauty is not everything unless,,

you're a beauty blonde that don't even have anything to impress a guy except 

BEAUTY.

My Broken Heart T,T

being betrayed felt like as if a dagger had stabbed my heart.

i was taken aback when she said the truth.

my feelings mixed.

i didn't know what to say at that moment.

the feelings being betrayed felt really strong after she told me the truth.

and the one thing that i really felt like she betrayed me is that,,

she told me the truth after she stopped texting him.

can u imagine what i felt right at that moment?

in my opinion :

it's better to say yang awk text dy masa mula2 dy text awk.

kn senang.

xlah sy rasa bodoh sangat nk kejar dy.

faham x?

sy bukan nk marah awk tp,,

just tell me the truth.

bg tau sy sejak dy mula2 hntr mesej.

ni x, awk bg tau lps awk dah stop buat benda tu.

lepas tu awk cakap awk rasa bersalah.

sy dah x nk ungkit benda lama,,

cuma sy nk bg tau awk,,

 my faith in you is thin as thin as a paper.

p.s  kwn2 sy yg bc blog ni, let the secret remain in the blog.

sy x nk awk tanya ble kte jumpa kat luar.

any question, just ask me in fb.

My mom~

i felt embarassed after talking to my mom 'bout my ex-crush,

it was awkward and at the same time embarassing.

she's the last person i would turn to, to talk 'bout these kinds of cheesy thing.

it started when i watched tv with my mom,,

and then ad citer ANNISSA yg sy suka giler,,
citer tu psl Balkis yg kahwin ngn suami kwn sendiri, Anna.
i've been through the same experience.
that is the one and only reason i watched it.
i didn't tell her every details.
gila ke nk bgtau detail2 ni.

silap haribln dy duk ungkit benda tu time gaduh.
n then,

she adviced me 'bout love.

she said that,,

'love the one who loves you not the one you love 'cause i'll end up being sad'
'we can't force someone who we like to like us back 'cause we can't force their feelings'
that's what my mom said to me.

i already knew 'bout that and thanks for being not only my mom but also my friend.
love u mom~

My blog~

done with renovating my second precious blog.

a bit tired.

* (tired ke? sy rasa sy duk renovate benda ni sambil duduk)

anyway,

blog lama sy 

princesspunyerblog.blogspot.com,,

 sy dah delete.

a bit sad sbb dah byk sy curahkan dlm blog tu.

kenapa sy delete?

ouh,, sbb ad 'malware detected'.

kwn sy ad bagitau camne nk buang malware tu,,

tp,,

it's too late.

nothing else can save my old blog.

x pe2,,

i still can make another one.

but,,

it'll never be the same.

Hello~

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!